Beyond the Health Stuff...

I have realized that I am bad about posting... some of it is forgetfulness--for a while I forgot I even had a so-called "blog" out here, but the rest is knowing that I'm bad about putting it all on the line--which is the best and most beautiful part of having a BLOG! I NEED to work it--maybe the way my friend "Circe" does. Hon, you and I both know, I don't read your blog nearly enough by ANY means. But the fact that you post as often as you do--is a testament to who you are... And I've loved you for TEN years, I love you now--whether I read it or not... And let me tell you-- I know virtually no one reading this DOESN'T read hers, but she's smart, funny, sassy and honest. Circe will ALWAYS tell it as she sees it--and that is another reaon why she will someday (even if she's married before me) be one of my bridesmaids/matrons. I would not be who I am without you--though may I say... I regret everyday that I didn't rush in college--I think I would have made a great THETA. What do you think?

Sorry I'm not very good at this...CLEARLY

I want to be a good blogger--really I do. I'm just extremely bad at the--"I'm in hell"--welcome to it! blogs. I have been diagnosed with a "hyperventilation-induced seizure disorder." This means that my other neurologist F#$KED up badly. I could have been spared this last experience if she had paid real attention to my very first EEG which had an abnormality during the hyperventilation portion. This also explains why my "episodes" have only occurred when I have been pushing myself during workouts.

Anyway...I am on meds now, and as scary as it is to discover that, courtesy of that car accident in October, I am now officially if only very specifically an "epileptic" I hate my former neurologist! Onwards and upwards after all... I've gotten through the rest of my life and I will get through this...

Thank you those who have commented and not received a response... I have been a BAD blogger...